Little substance, and even less lucidity

There is no justice
no truth
no forgiveness
no getting around it
and no turning back

there are only subtle shadows of you and me
and splinters of light where hope breaks between

I've got a chance
a smile
a high head
and a heavy heart

but if you go left then i'll switch right
we'll be born into lives, cast off and undefined

shut up and drive

Crooked Teeth

i used to have such a lovely way with words, decietful at times
but hell i knew my way round the field
you know how to speak, not with your heart but with your mind
and i dont know how i feel about this
lately ive been illiterate and straight up foreign to you,
like we speak different languages
and when youre around my head spins and ticks and pounds
i wish my heart would follow along........
we used to laugh til we would cry
and cry til we would laugh
the lack of playfulness and color is sinking in and quite frankly
its getting to me
and i know its getting to you like a fucking cinderblock to your head
breathe in, out, slow
where did all of our innocence go?

its whats i have not can not and will not accept.
lookin back to the past my eyes get heavy and my mind overcasts.
i cant accept the shit ive pulled, the emotions ive fucked,
and the people ive driven down into dirt.
on my knees im breaking down, just know i loved you when i hit the ground.


i am running out of reasons. take this how you will.

There is a perfect road

in some place i've never been
on a day i'll never remember
a boy i'll never know
with hands i'll never hold
painted stories
seldom told

of a life i'll never know

Me & The Moon

i just realized that im noctural, for real
there should be atleast six more hours in each day
love using this site as a distraction from schoolwork

currently listening to: Something Corporate
reccomendation, and its pretty good, i love the instrumentals
keys pounding and pounding as im pounding on keys as well
piano>english paper ANYDAY

Now to the point of this,
what better day than the first of December for the first snowfall?
perfection! im giddy like a child on, well, Christmas
i really couldnt ask for more right now
maybe things are actually turning out how i want them to be,
for once..........

scheduling for semester two already?
where has time gone? probably out the window
im torn between two majors, business VS art/design
complicated? yes
worried? nah
yeahyeahyeahhhhhhhhh watching my world spin round me
LOVIN & LIVIN THE LIFE IVE BEEN GIVEN


Good Morning, whats for breakfast?