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hi, i'm Rachel. i'm almost nineteen years old and i'm a college student living in Wisconsin. i don't like it here, but i love Milwaukee. i want to make music someday, along with leaving the country. i'm slowly figuring everything out, and i try to look at the good in things and people. i'm a clutz, i tend to swear too much, and i never get enough sleep. this blog's a bit personal, but it's kinda what keeps me sane. read away, if you'd like.

Tuesday, November 16, 2010

Dramamine

It is currently 5:21 in the morning
I havent gone to bed yet,
and im perfectly content with it?
Sleeping is looking like waste to me right now
I wish i could go down with the sun itself
and come back up with the first beam of light that shines
I will learn to paint tangerine & turquoise skies some time soon

I have eight tabs opened right now,
oh, and two word documents
Yet im typing nonsense and scrambled thoughts
yeah yeah, i got this

Im crossing off the days, but not waiting for anything
Everythings picture perfect, but im out of the picture
Minutes turn to hours and those to days to months and..
To nothing

Im sick of wasting my time
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Im over getting older
We wished and hoped and now were where weve imagined ourselves
Are you happy? I pray you are
Cause you deserve it, even when i swear you dont
We both deserve better
But... Hell.
It is what it god damn feels to be
I have been in the wierdest ass moods, though.

I kind of like them...
Good morning
to life to love to milwaukee to home to weak eyes to...you.

-5:32

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