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hi, i'm Rachel. i'm almost nineteen years old and i'm a college student living in Wisconsin. i don't like it here, but i love Milwaukee. i want to make music someday, along with leaving the country. i'm slowly figuring everything out, and i try to look at the good in things and people. i'm a clutz, i tend to swear too much, and i never get enough sleep. this blog's a bit personal, but it's kinda what keeps me sane. read away, if you'd like.

Friday, November 5, 2010

Insomnia

my room is too dark, too cold, too quiet,
too... nothing
but this is my home now
really, its all ive got

went home last weekend and stayed with Audrey's family
sat around, did homework, caught up with her siblings
i missed them
i grew up with them
theyve grown up so much too, its unbelieveable

its sad that i couldnt even go back to my own house
i dont like being interrogated
churchprayingsociallifegodwhatthehellareyoudoingwithyourlife?
...........no thanks
why havent you understood that your words dont affect me?
i hear moosh when you talk
wahwahwahwahwah, like charlie brown.

mom, your phonecall about an hour ago ruined my great mood
wonderful ass friday night, huh?

i wish candles werent a fire hazard, dammit
incense too, sometimes this just sucks
i love motion city soundtrack though,
security cant fuck that up for me.

but this is my home now,
my 9 by 5 foot space

i have some re-decorating,
                   re-thinking,
                   to do.

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