for how ive been feeling the past few weeks
i dont know if its just because im back in this town
correction; ghost town
but im begging to just slip away from all of it
this place, and my thoughts, pretty much all of my surroundings
physical and mental
i wanna free fall, out into nothing
i keep saying to myself
"its just a phase, itll blow over soon"
but im beginning to realize, that shit is changing whether i like it or not
i think it started awhile ago, i must have been too busy to watch it happen
im falling down again
for you?
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quite honestly, i dont really wanna think, talk, question..... any of it.
nobody really seems to give a damn anyway,
but ya know im used to it
im artlessly content
i hold my breath and sigh, and pass the one i cant deny
one day i know everything inside and out and the next its like it was all just a dream
if only i could sleep all day
well, maybe 20 out of the 24 hours
gotta eat and socialize, haha
coolthanks.
So mesmerizing, so hypnotizing.....captivating
I am vindicated
I am selfish
I am wrong
I am right
I swear I'm right
I swear I knew it all along
I am flawed but I am cleaning up so well
I am seeing in me now the things you swore you saw yourself
on to the next one
About Me
- RachelAnne
- Milwaukee, Wi
- hi, i'm Rachel. i'm almost nineteen years old and i'm a college student living in Wisconsin. i don't like it here, but i love Milwaukee. i want to make music someday, along with leaving the country. i'm slowly figuring everything out, and i try to look at the good in things and people. i'm a clutz, i tend to swear too much, and i never get enough sleep. this blog's a bit personal, but it's kinda what keeps me sane. read away, if you'd like.
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