These changes

they arent changing me,
the bright eyed girl i used to be
and i'd smile through those eyes because i hated my teeth
high socks, long braids, and grass stained knees.


back then there was still some innocence,
back when i was just a little lover.

but years have passed and seasons have changed
and you claim to say i'm not the same
trust me boy, i sure as hell am the same
if not even more "me" than i've ever been in my entire life
i finally feel alive in this shit hole
i see it's beauty more and more every dawning day
i've fallen in love with humanity, flaws, and heartache
and i'm done being pushed around
i''ve always been too nice
so go ahead, keep stepping on me
bring up your ratty shoe and you won't see shit
i've broken the chains that have kept me over the years
all that fucking control
you should've known this day would come


i guess this is just another lesson to be learned
you win some you lose some, more loss in this case
but its not like i need someone around
telling me what to become and where to be once dusk comes
i'm tired of running around the same old walls that i know aren't coming down
you've got to go with the motion
can you feel it in your bones?


they have no idea whats goin' on rachel
hold onto this
embrace it

note to be made, this will only take a sec:
i've come to the conclusion that i cant write a single word unless a beautiful song is on.

the ways to un-grasp what we call reality. escape.

i'll always love you, Ace.

thanks for getting me through highschool hell,

heres to another year.

cheers.