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Milwaukee, Wi
hi, i'm Rachel. i'm almost nineteen years old and i'm a college student living in Wisconsin. i don't like it here, but i love Milwaukee. i want to make music someday, along with leaving the country. i'm slowly figuring everything out, and i try to look at the good in things and people. i'm a clutz, i tend to swear too much, and i never get enough sleep. this blog's a bit personal, but it's kinda what keeps me sane. read away, if you'd like.

Wednesday, February 9, 2011

Cross me once, shame on you

cross me twice, shame on me

it's funny, ironic, and pretty sad actually
that you think i'd even consider letting you back in
after all the twisted words and lies
that have made me learn to hate you
or hate myself for letting you pass by
im putting these four walls up again
but not to keep you in this time
i want you out, gone, non-existant
wish i could erase my memory
wish you'd accept one of the million times,
that ive said goodbye.

so go and try to hurt me, ive been there before
i might have even stayed with you,
for the fact of how sour and shameless you are when were apart
fuck. that. looking back makes me sick to my stomach.
on the bright side,
im kinda sorta immune to you now
your decietful little tactics
and your intricate way with words
ive learned from my mistakes
ive learned from you
i keep sincerely asking you to leave me alone
and let go
but you cant? you wont let yourself?
not really keepin up with you there,
youre still confusing as shit.

but your not my problem anymore,
and soon enough
ill be someone elses baby
but no rush
no, no rush at all

broken faith and wasted breath,
photographs are all thats left.

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