And as i walked,

i decided to give myself some reasons
to get over change
and keep a kind heart
and live easy
cause i've needed a chill pill for quite some time

time.. yeah
the whole idea of time pisses me off
we all waste, lose, give, sell time
like it's nobody's business
but if i'm not worth someones time,
then i guess it's their loss?
that's how i like to see things
yeah yeah head high, heart heavy

i really have no element to this
i'm just bored, but content
sometimes i worry about the future
but then my mind just kinda slips past it
that characteristic will cause me some trouble someday
but hey, i know a good tune when i hear one
and i know how to laugh, and listen, and just be
i thought that was good enough?
i also know how to ramble
currently doing it, my apologies

it's just that i have so many thoughts in my head
but when i try to lay them all down they're in a different language
i just wanna mend that gap
the one between my mind and lips
i'd probably save myself alot of trouble, effort, and time
fuck time, and loss, and sorrow
and doubt, and insecurities
even though they get the best of me

but it's whatever, everythings really whatever
i've been stuck in this dead room all day
i don't even think there's anyone in this tower
and i've been just swell all day

living life and feeling free,
isn't that how it's supposed to be?

final note,
i need warm weather
sunshine is literally my drug
ready to jump onto a new wave of happiness
who's coming with?
hope everyones ready,
peace